我好怕！ TT~TT

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今天老豆被***X了。我真的好怕！！
老豆！！你千万不要有事啊！！！！不。。。一定不会有事的！！！！！！！！

心记

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30‘c

KIM JAE JIN, my type. haha..!!

杂记

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30'c

原来“人”是可以那么不负责任的。这种推卸责任的方法总算让我见识到了。哼！原来人经历了很多事件之后，是会长大的。价值观，人生观都会变得跟以前不一样。我想，这应该算得上是正常吧？当然，我是永远都不会改变我那童心未泯，纯洁，单纯的心的。因为这是最原始的我。以前对我来说很重要，很在意的事，现在都不重要了。一切顺其自然吧！船到桥头自然直。今天想通了很多东西。太好了！世界上最重要的只有三样东西。一是自己，二是自己，三也是自己。真希望可以背包旅行到我所向往的那三个地方。我最想去红鹤湖了。

천국 heaven

천국 is on the earth...
천국 is on the sea..
천국 is the air...
천국 is you and me...
- - Emer Kenny
천국 is where we are, if we so choose. You are an angel, and the daughter of one.

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sobbing 천국

The hotness finally got kicking off today! For the last few days, our sunny grandpa was like a bear with sore head. He cared nothing, kept encouraging and guiding his kids ( Temperature, Heat and Hotness) to play wildly with us (Human). Hmm... Did I over exaggerate? Well, chill out! People! Finally, the kids have been sent back to sunny grandpa for punishments. To compensate us as humans who have been miserably and cruelly treated and tortured, 천국 grandma wept. Her angelic tears wet up the poor lands, trees, grasses... even wet our hearts up, filled fully with her love and this made us to feel that we're alive! Although my descriptions sounded too exaggerating, but this is what I feel. Is there really the presence of a real 천국 ? I'm wondering.. and hoping to go.

천국 : a symbolic of love and peace.

the place I arise to go

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tears from sky family


So, let's reveal the place I arise to go:

Flamingo Lakes (Kenya)
Ushuaia (Argentina)
Mt. Kilimanjaro (Kenya)
牡丹江海林市 (China)

Last time if someone comes and asks me which place I would like the most to go, I'll have no any hesitation to answer such 3-year-old kids' question. I'll shout on top of my lungs "Korea!".

But now, my minds have changed so much that I myself couldn't manage to control. As what I've said, my minds, no matter it's the mind in my heart or the mind in my brain, they are running and playing wildly without controllation. I've sensed to all the changes that happened. I've tried to figure out why and what's happening on me. Maybe I've fully grown up.

Many things mean important to me a couple years ago or even yesterday seem meaningless like dust flowing everywhere to me now. I don't know whether it's good or bad. I just know that it sounds really great! Maybe something is trying to mould me into new version of me right now. The something is still seeking for ways to be alive in my blood and even genes. So, let's roar "viva changes!" .

Well, I'm extremely happy to be changed. Even though the changes lead to changes, but I can tell myself that "Be relieved! You're still you. Basically and the most vitally, you are. As long as it turns out to be good. The changes are only the branches. Similarly, like a tree. The roots are the most essential one we need to defend. Others are just for descriptions for us to fill in the colors we love. Haha... I like the way I'm now!


anyeong
haengbokkalkebaraeyo

加油！！银楸！！

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晴

银楸，我知道你相信我所以才把你的事告诉我。唉。。。作为你的老师，我真的真的很想帮你，可是却无从下手。我该怎么帮你呢？你很坚强，真的。。昨天当你把先母往生的事情告诉我时，我很震惊！很替你感到难过！同时也很可怜你！因为你需要上学、补习、做家务，而且还尚有智障的妹妹需要照顾。你说就当作你妈妈是到澳洲旅行，我好想哭，可是绝对不行哭，要哭也不能在你面前哭！我什么都帮不到你。我只能借你我的耳朵还有我的心。用耳朵用心去听你说，安慰你。银楸，还记得昨晚的事吧？你跟我勾了手指说你一定会开开心心地活下去，说到要做到哦! remember,your mum doesn't leave you, she'll now and always living in your heart. 加油！！银楸！！

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very hot

I had never ever called . . . formally. I really don’t know why I couldn’t call . . . out. I’m still wondering now. But I knew I have a strong feeling that that person is too much for me. It’s too priceless and precious like the stars in the sky. I just knew this feeling. So, I have no guts to call out . . . , I scare that once I call out . . . , that person will be vanished in front of me! That person is like a bouquet of snow flowers. They can never be touched. Once I touch them, they will melt due to the hotness. Now, I have none of chances to call out . . . , that person is going to S. So I just cherish . . . in my heart. Why I have such feeling towards that person? Maybe . . . is a special person to me. Erm, I don’t know. Phew~ Only in here, I can express all my thoughts freely without any hesitation. Because I know that no one will visit my posts. Taiimita.

anyeong~
felicidad

hope

Realmente espero que pueda disfrutar de un viaje a Corea y Sudáfrica. Espero que pueda participar en las organizaciones volunteerly para ayudar a quienes están en necesidad. Aunque mis ojos ... pero voy a intentar lo mejor! adiós felicidad

MMM, role model

MMM, you are my role model now. Although it's been very exhausted and breathless surviving in this world, but because I can't die now so I have to keep my heart continues to beat. I really hate them. Why they want to say something that would make me recall the incident??? I can still remember that. It has never been washed away by the passing of time. After that incident, I felt like my heart was scattering, breaking into small tiny pieces. heng... What should I do?? What can I do except crying madly?? I've buried this inside my grave since that heartbreaking day. Why?? Why they recall back that stupid memory again??!! I HATE THIS... TOTALLY!!! And I hate my abueloes!! muy odio!!! They made me no confidence in amor anymore... I really scare.. ( llanto)


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despedida, felicdad.

疑问

真心是什么？？？

世上真的有这种东西吗？？？

为什么要这样对她？？？

为什么一个这样，两个又这样？？？

凭什么？？？

你们不说我就会不知道吗？？？我没那么笨，我想要亲耳听到

係架。。我就係咁架喇。。吹咩！！咁5服嘅，顶返我啊。。笨！！！

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晴

激死我喇！！！！！我忍你！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！如果我5係卑面佢地，你早就卑我驳死咗喇！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！竟然够胆 当众奚落我，5好以为你係长辈就大晒至得架，我都有尊严架！！！o(T-T)o 你知5知。。当你拉住我向你D猪朋狗友咁样奚落嘅时候，我并5 觉得瘀啊。。。我剩係想即刻fing 开你只手。。。我真係好庆啊。。。哼！！反正我都已经得罪咗5小自以为是嘅三姑六婆兼八公，5 zang 在喇。。虽然我呢係就係晚辈，不过至少我识得点尊重人。我话卑你地知，我！阿phoii，係绝对5会屈服係你地嘅奚落之下嘅。。我要为正义而战！！SO WHAT!!! I DON’T CARE! 你地休想再hab我！！！！FIGHTING!!!

另一方面，竟然卑我发现到一个惊天大秘密。虽然大家都话冇o野冇o野，仲叫我5好o念咁多，唉。。明知阿。。我係一个好奇嘅人，一旦有o野令到我好奇嘅，我一定要打烂沙盘问到笃架吗。。。你地咁做卖等于激起我嘅好奇心。。真係 自掘坟墓。。。都10下10下嘅。虽然我知道当我知道嗰个秘密之后并5係一件好事。。。但係我都係一份子喎，我应该有权知呱？？

Anyeong~

Haengbok kaseyo

喜、怒、哀、乐

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係晴空万里嘅一日~

喜篇 ~~(*^_^*)~~ 嘻嘻~~
最近，唔知係咪人比较开朗咗，对眼好咗好多。ar phoii..可喜可贺！！犀利喎！！虽然有时仍然会觉得黑妈妈兼且有小小晕晕地，但係已经係taiimita 喇。我 冇要求 D咩，我只係希望 佢唔好再返嚟揾我o者… 总而言之，言而总之呢。。。 e+咩都唔重要，最重要嘅係健康！！係咪？？

怒篇 ~*(>o<)*~

呢排去探阿嬷同阿爷嘅时候，当我知道candyless一家自从过年之后就再冇睇过佢地，我就唔知点解发咗无名火。。呼。。。好庆啊！！点解佢地可以咁架？？cheongmar yabihae!! 睇唔起呢D人!! 佢地係你至亲嚟o架，阿昂！！sibmangyeyo.. 咁叻嘅。。以后都唔好去啰！！笨！！呼。。phoii。。冷静D。。。

哀篇 o(T_T)o

传递绿丝带。。。《情系玉树》---将爱与关怀传达到灾民四周。Hwaiting!! Haengbok kaseyo!!虽然我唔可以为佢地做D咩，不过我真係好希望以后可以到灾区度做义工，对社会尽一点绵力。小小都好啊。。。

乐篇 \o(=^w^=)o/

1/5/10 嗰日呢就係阿公嘅大寿，我地大排宴席帮佢庆祝。到时就可以见到亲戚们喇！！好开心啊！！哈哈~~简直就係喺个心度笑出嚟架！！希望阿公身体健康、平平安安、长命百岁。。阿婆，阿嬷同阿爷都係。Haengbok kaseyo!!

Anyeong~~

Haengbok kaseyo