心记

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30‘c

KIM JAE JIN, my type. haha..!!

杂记

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30'c

原来“人”是可以那么不负责任的。这种推卸责任的方法总算让我见识到了。哼！原来人经历了很多事件之后，是会长大的。价值观，人生观都会变得跟以前不一样。我想，这应该算得上是正常吧？当然，我是永远都不会改变我那童心未泯，纯洁，单纯的心的。因为这是最原始的我。以前对我来说很重要，很在意的事，现在都不重要了。一切顺其自然吧！船到桥头自然直。今天想通了很多东西。太好了！世界上最重要的只有三样东西。一是自己，二是自己，三也是自己。真希望可以背包旅行到我所向往的那三个地方。我最想去红鹤湖了。

천국 heaven

천국 is on the earth...
천국 is on the sea..
천국 is the air...
천국 is you and me...
- - Emer Kenny
천국 is where we are, if we so choose. You are an angel, and the daughter of one.

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sobbing 천국

The hotness finally got kicking off today! For the last few days, our sunny grandpa was like a bear with sore head. He cared nothing, kept encouraging and guiding his kids ( Temperature, Heat and Hotness) to play wildly with us (Human). Hmm... Did I over exaggerate? Well, chill out! People! Finally, the kids have been sent back to sunny grandpa for punishments. To compensate us as humans who have been miserably and cruelly treated and tortured, 천국 grandma wept. Her angelic tears wet up the poor lands, trees, grasses... even wet our hearts up, filled fully with her love and this made us to feel that we're alive! Although my descriptions sounded too exaggerating, but this is what I feel. Is there really the presence of a real 천국 ? I'm wondering.. and hoping to go.

천국 : a symbolic of love and peace.

the place I arise to go

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tears from sky family


So, let's reveal the place I arise to go:

Flamingo Lakes (Kenya)
Ushuaia (Argentina)
Mt. Kilimanjaro (Kenya)
牡丹江海林市 (China)

Last time if someone comes and asks me which place I would like the most to go, I'll have no any hesitation to answer such 3-year-old kids' question. I'll shout on top of my lungs "Korea!".

But now, my minds have changed so much that I myself couldn't manage to control. As what I've said, my minds, no matter it's the mind in my heart or the mind in my brain, they are running and playing wildly without controllation. I've sensed to all the changes that happened. I've tried to figure out why and what's happening on me. Maybe I've fully grown up.

Many things mean important to me a couple years ago or even yesterday seem meaningless like dust flowing everywhere to me now. I don't know whether it's good or bad. I just know that it sounds really great! Maybe something is trying to mould me into new version of me right now. The something is still seeking for ways to be alive in my blood and even genes. So, let's roar "viva changes!" .

Well, I'm extremely happy to be changed. Even though the changes lead to changes, but I can tell myself that "Be relieved! You're still you. Basically and the most vitally, you are. As long as it turns out to be good. The changes are only the branches. Similarly, like a tree. The roots are the most essential one we need to defend. Others are just for descriptions for us to fill in the colors we love. Haha... I like the way I'm now!


anyeong
haengbokkalkebaraeyo

加油！！银楸！！

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晴

银楸，我知道你相信我所以才把你的事告诉我。唉。。。作为你的老师，我真的真的很想帮你，可是却无从下手。我该怎么帮你呢？你很坚强，真的。。昨天当你把先母往生的事情告诉我时，我很震惊！很替你感到难过！同时也很可怜你！因为你需要上学、补习、做家务，而且还尚有智障的妹妹需要照顾。你说就当作你妈妈是到澳洲旅行，我好想哭，可是绝对不行哭，要哭也不能在你面前哭！我什么都帮不到你。我只能借你我的耳朵还有我的心。用耳朵用心去听你说，安慰你。银楸，还记得昨晚的事吧？你跟我勾了手指说你一定会开开心心地活下去，说到要做到哦! remember,your mum doesn't leave you, she'll now and always living in your heart. 加油！！银楸！！