I will be fine

100227
02.26pm
sunny

since i was in primary school, i began to see some flying mosquitoes. I don't know where they are from and i don't care about them because they are just in small amount...very little...they didn't bother me also. But as i grew up, i slowly found that their amount have increased. So what?? I don't care!! As long as they don't disturb my daily life, i can accept them with widely open hands. However, i have experienced faints due to the large amount of flying mosquitoes last time...The nearest case was happened in this week after quiz. I can still hardly remembered that...that day i was bothered by the huge amount of flying mosquitoes. I couldn't really focus on the quiz. What i wanted was "please..the time please runs faster...i am dizzy..". Taiimita..5pm already..I quickly went out of the exam hall...then i went to the nearest toilet. I didn't tell any of my friends because they were busy discussing about the quiz questions. After fa song, i found that they have disturbed my vision...too much...i felt dizzy.....i felt that i couldn't stand balancely...so i lean on the wall inside the toilet. Later, the feeling of dizziness was much much stronger. "mum...i am very dizzy...this is torturing...can somebody please help me?no...nobody will notice my absence..nobody will save me.. "i said to myself. Then i fainted. Didn't know how long i slept, suddenly, i heard someone shouted very loudly "hello!! hello!!". I gained my consciousness. I quickly looked at my watch. "oh my guan ying!! Its 5.30pm! I have been here for half an hour!I must get up immediately and go back to hostel.." Then slowly i got up and came out of the toilet. I saw there were 4 to 5 people under the stairs..they kept asking me "are you ok girl?" I think that "hello" people asked them to come and help me...really thanked that "hello" person because without him i think i would keep sleeping there..hehe^^...Then they asked me how i felt and what batch i am from. Later, i heard someone calling me..It was boon!! I couldn't believe this! I thought she have gone to library to study..Then with my savers and boon i went up the stairs. Now i saw no.3!! I thought she went to exercise... I was so touching and meanwhile i felt sorry to them...Then Yvonne came. They chatted with me. My savers said that if i need i can request a car from them to go out to see a doctor and asked me to rest well. Similarly, i felt thankful and sorry to them. CHONMAI KAMSAHAMITA!!!! wuli boon, no.3, savers, heungnim....Although i don't know it will become worse or better in the future..i will still live brightly, happily and haengbokly.

anyeong~~
haengbokkaseyo

原来你非不快乐

100221
04。08
晴

最近香港有一本叫做《原来你非不快乐》的励志与快乐为主题的书。他的作者是香港大名鼎鼎的歌曲填词人-------林夕。贵为“华人乐坛第一作词人”，他叙述他在走出焦虑症后，打开内心的包袱，理解痛苦的来源，重新找回快乐与自在。《原来你非不快乐》隐含了一个副题：

“一念天堂，一念地狱，
快乐本由心决定，
一如空气存在，用力呼吸才会发觉，
但用力呼吸到喘息，便生了害怕失去之心，
执著于快乐，便不快乐。”

我讨厌你了！！

100220
09.25pm
晴

我说过。。我一旦讨厌一个人，我就会讨厌得很彻底。所以我也是不好惹的。。。哈哈~今天，candyless实在令我讨厌得彻底。我讨厌她以这种口吻跟我老板娘说话。对我来说，家人第一；朋友第二；我第三。凡是欺负我家人或朋友的我都讨厌惨了！她是我第三个讨厌的 人。我从来没想过会是她，也从来没想过会有第三个。。churkahae..我知道她是千金小姐，可是她已是人妻也是人家的媳妇也是两个可爱孩子的妈，说话就别那么没家私嘛。。 老细骂得她对。。她竟然敢欺负我家老板娘，真是嫌命长啊。。。老细姑姑你们是我的英雄~~被人揭穿了。。还一幅若无其事的样子，好。。无所谓。。。可是连 一个道歉都没有实在太过分了！！！！虽然你是长辈，可是我ar..phoii是 不怕你的，有道理的我就听；没道理的，你就等着给我反驳吧。。我会让你尝尝晚辈也有发言的权利的！！而且我说的都是实话，都是没经过大脑出来的（有时这个 真的不好，可是酱应该可说是直率吧？唉。。不知道啦！），保证一针见血！！到时候老板娘又会竖起拇指了~哈哈。。总之，谁都别想任意欺负我家人和朋友，他 们只有我ar..phoii可以“欺负“。。。哈哈哈哈~~~我也会实现我第一个约定--------把幸福和快乐带给身边的人，把痛苦和悲伤往自己丢，我不怕，只要我身边的人幸福，快乐，平安和健康。。。我。。算不了什么。。。只要这样，我就满足了~~不管以后发生什么事，家人朋友离我而去，我还是会帮你们祈祷的。。我会将我所拥有的幸福都给你们，所以。。。请答应我一定要幸福哦~~~!!!!!yaksokkesabshio~~

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anyeong~
행복가세요!!!

HUMANIMAL

100219
07.33pm
晴

Why this world still has the presence of these kind of humanimal?? Why do i call them as "HUMANIMAL"? Isn't that simple?? They are in human appearance but they own animals' soul---- cold-blooded, lack of humanity, no sympathy........ whatever that i think a human should possess they have nothing of those thing... i really HATE these humanimals.... i HATE them from the bottom of my heart.... Someday, i hope, i wish i can be a PROTECTOR or a HAENGBOK GUARDIAN ANGEL who brings happiness for those who are in need, upset.... i want to defend them from those ugly Medussa... and bring them 幸福.... Now let me just ask ONE question, no matter who.. God, brilliants, normal citizen, an old folk or even a small little kid--- 难道好人真的没好报吗?? 那坏人呢??