I will be fine PART 2

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goaen chanha...cheongmar cheongmar domo domo ta goaencha sumida!!!kundae...cheongmareo??choneun...jinzha mburla seoyo...

recently, actually not really is recently.. since this year, i have found that the sperms are really annoying me!! I have gone to see a doctor who is a profession in eye specialist. He said no need to worry anything now because what i see now is just the framework of the floaters. Then he gave me a further explanation about the problems i need to face in the future. Now i just see the framework..it's nothing...but in the long run, i will notice that the frameworks are being darkerised. They will condense and become darker and darker. Then, i no longer able to see things clearly and brightly. After they kept on condensing and darkening, my vision will finally be blocked. In the same time, i will see lightnings. Doctor has told me that i will see these only in the future but i found that i can see them now. They are just like sparks in my eyes. They are floating up and down, spiraling here and there.... Sometimes, if i cannot stand it, i will start to feel a bit dizzy and the environment around me will be very dark.... i am very scared... scared i will XXXXX.... the only i can do is just crying and asking the god why. Wae?? Wae geurae?? Wae geuroseyo?? I really hope that i will only do the laser surgery and not the real eyes surgery... Hopefully, i won't be in the 5%. So, YOO POI FIGHTING!!!